A change in heart -- conflict

Um okay, so I am like the biggest Harry Potter fan ever, and always hated Lord of the Rings.  So I learned that Orlando Bloom was in it, so I forced myself to watch Lord of the Rings, and I can't help but say that I fell in love with it.  Lord of the Rings movies were better than the Harry Potter Movies.  While Harry Potter taught me how to live, Lord of the Rings is an entire different level of fantasy.  it goes from a kids (even though harry potter is for everyone) book (intentionally by JK Rowling) to a teenager/adulthood movie.  I have also made that change and as much as Harry Potter I love, it looses my interest in the movies (the books are like bibles to me #justsayin) and I have to read the LOTR books and I have a feeling that I'll have no choice but to like them.  It's a tug of war in my heart.  A giant confict and idk how it'll turn out.  But I know ill always love Harry Potter, but it's so PG.  I never get tired of PG, but a PG13 just mite capture my interest - especially when its new.